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also, i made my tulpas when i was 12. waaay too fucking young. my system is an utter travesty and everyone is fucked

that is so neat.

and yeah, that's probably one of the reasons why

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i was simply not ready

or you are just a generally unstable person

i have borderline

by now your tupps should have grown and developed with you

so that had an affect on it

such ability to weigh these things is not related to critical thinking at all

plus it can't be that bad

no

5:26 AM

it is that bad

yeah yeah yeah winter I proved myself wrong later

Critical thought is a methodology to discard bad ideas and move on to good ideas.

I was thinking of a different definition of critical thinking

5:27 AM

as in, the wrong one

And, no. The difference is absolutely not irrelevant.

I was confused with abstract thought

@bduddy #Diana#

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Yes?

Ah.

there were mad levels of abuse in my system over the past couple of years. its terrible

Even so. No. The difference is not irrelevant.

i shouldnt have done it

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but now im here

I'm here too

so, we have to figure out how to live with eachother

As long as you can interact in a healthier manner - the goal is mental health moreso than making a tulpa or not.

people were talking about you

don't worry we're fine

I don't see how being young is tied to abuse.

Oh thanks

Good.

@bduddy #Diana# being young = not knowing what you're doing = stupid decisions = bad relationship dynamics form

it might be a bumpier road but I did promise to keep going

i mean, it was other things too

And I agree, aroture.

but my youth and inexperience was a factor as well

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like, when there has been abuse it was because someone was too immature to realize they had been abusive

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and the past, say, year and a half or so has been a slow process of trying to unravel and repair those patterns

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especially the past couple of days

we have different problems entirely

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then again, maybe I am being abusive without noticing it.

its good to analyze your behavior

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but not be too presumptive of guilt either

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i dont know though

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because one of the unravellings i talked about was caused by me insisting something was wrong again and again until she admitted it

Indeed.

and i would call that a bit presumptive, no?

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so i can't say.

Assumptions outside of casual conversation, generally speaking, aren't the best.

but it feels like i see a lot of "yeah i watched FATE with my TULPA and then we ate ICE CREAM and had GOOD SEX and it was AWESOME" and i'm over here with all these issues and i don't know where to turn sometimes. but its good to know some people are struggling, even just a little bit, and not just struggling with creation i mean. makes me feel less alone

I don't think I'm being abusive, but maybe we have more problems if we haven't seemed to communicate effectively over the past half year since I made her

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then again I'm a bit too paranoid all the time

yeah i dont want to be activating paranoia in you with my tales

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that could lead to worse things down the line

and when I get less paranoid it is always the wrong time

i feel that

Best decision making skills ever

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Best decision making skills ever

Genearlly speaking, try not to make assumptions about serious things. In addition, try to be considerate but firm about boundaries.

Btw I must say something about my initial tuppermancing reasons, so you could all laugh at me for a while

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Btw I must say something about my initial tuppermancing reasons, so you could all laugh at me for a while

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Sorry internet going haywire

not in anyones control

its going down

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but my decision making skills are shown to be bad enough here already

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by not having a good reason to make a tulpa

what was the reason

there was none, at least from what i recall, but my memory is bad anyway

ah

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i think for me it was an overwhelming curiosity, maybe with a bit of loneliness as well

Unless you have some sort of malicious intent going into this, it's probably not a big deal.

it seems to be this for me as well here

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it seems to be this for me as well here

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Can my internet stop going down please

Initial motivation for making a tulpa is less important than how you treat the tulpa.

I'm not sure whether I'm treating her well

Treating them with kindness, respect, and consideration for their needs should be sufficient.

Then my behaviour should be "sufficient", I think.

<Ponytail> All tulpa creation reasons are selfish. After that, you must be selfless

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<Ponytail> about the most basic way of putting my moral beliefs on such things

woops posted in the wrong spot.

5:59 AM

reading this guide on tulpa001 on the part about previously made characters becoming tulpa. Rava's been in development for well over a year now as a character, and for a Year as a D&D character. maybe thats why it was so quick that he talked for himself without much or any parroting. Im actually curious when I'll be able to let him play himself in the campaign. that would be pretty interesting.

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thats actually really interesting.

6:01 AM

anyway Ima head to bed now. night guys

Have him play someone else while fronting

oh?

Have him play you

LOL

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I havent made myself into a character yet

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I cant decide if I want to play a basic monk or go artificer

Honestly though, playing as yourself is kinda weird

yeah it is

I actually have my own RP characters separate from my host's (and you can tell who's are who's because his are cool and mine are gay)

I play as myself

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its more immersive that way